5'6" CW: (I don't have scales atm)

just another eighteen year old dreaming of the body & confidence she wishes was hers.

i'm s, let's be friends?
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  1. To be happy.
  2. To be healthy.
  3. To not be embarassed by my body.
  4. So that anyone who ever made me feel bad about it thinks again.
  5. To be able to wear a bathing suit, a dress, skirts or shorts comfortably.
  6. To prove to myself that I have the self control.
  7. So there’s not a limited choice of clothing.
  8. So I can feel comfortable in my own skin. 
  9. To feel strong, and fit.
  10. So that I look good in just my skin.
  11. So I’m not embarrassed to have my picture taken.
  12. So I can tell someone my weight without any embarrassment.
  13. So my doctor will never tell me my weight has to change.
  14. So I can eat in public without feeling ashamed.
  15. So that people don’t think “why is HE/SHE with HER”.
  16. So that I don’t have to worry for my health, now or in the future.
  17. Not having to keep making “lose weight” my new year’s resolution.
  18. To have people barely recognize me now I’ve lost weight.
  19. To be the pictures on blogs like this, to be someone else’s inspiration.
  20. To literally not be able to wear my current clothes because they’re way too big.
  21. So that no matter what angle, or position, my tummy is always flat and it’s physically impossible for me to have more than one chin.
  22. to be delicate
  23. to be thinner than my little sister (who is slim/average)
  24. to be comfortable in my own skin.
  25. So I can wear tight shirts without love handles.
  26. So I can wear skinny jeans and not feel fat.
  27. So I can get my belly button pierced.
  28. So I can feel comfortable when I’m cuddling with someone.
  29. so I can wear the clothes I like instead of settling for the ones that fit.
  30. to feel comfortable when someone touches my tummy, thighs, arms, or back.
  31. to turn heads because I’m pretty not because I’m fat
  32. to know that I’m content with my weight and not get on the scale 5+ times a day
  33. to have smaller boobs
  34. to have skinny arms
  35. to have a flat stomach
  36. to see my hip bones
  37. to have a defined waist
  38. to look more like a woman and less like a blob.
  39. to not have back fat
  40. to not have chunky thighs
  41. to not have sausage fingers/toes
  42. to wear size small clothing
  43. to look sexy in tight clothing
  44. So everyone I went to school with gets a shock.
  45. Instead of wearing big shirts, I want to be able to wear ones that show my stomach
  46. so I can to see my toes when i look down.
  47.  I want to have a boyfriend or girlfriend and not feel like I’m letting him/her down in any way because I’m bigger. (stupid, I know.)
  48. I want to wear cute clothes.
  49. I want to wear a bikini.
  50. I want to be healthier.
  51. I want to not wear large sizes all the time.
  52. I want a gap.
  53. I want muscle.
  54. I want to be confident.
  55. I’m tired of being so lazy and miserable.

message me any more and I’ll add to this list! (: x