5'6" CW: (I don't have scales atm)
just another eighteen year old dreaming of the body & confidence she wishes was hers.
i'm s, let's be friends?
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- To be happy.
- To be healthy.
- To not be embarassed by my body.
- So that anyone who ever made me feel bad about it thinks again.
- To be able to wear a bathing suit, a dress, skirts or shorts comfortably.
- To prove to myself that I have the self control.
- So there’s not a limited choice of clothing.
- So I can feel comfortable in my own skin.
- To feel strong, and fit.
- So that I look good in just my skin.
- So I’m not embarrassed to have my picture taken.
- So I can tell someone my weight without any embarrassment.
- So my doctor will never tell me my weight has to change.
- So I can eat in public without feeling ashamed.
- So that people don’t think “why is HE/SHE with HER”.
- So that I don’t have to worry for my health, now or in the future.
- Not having to keep making “lose weight” my new year’s resolution.
- To have people barely recognize me now I’ve lost weight.
- To be the pictures on blogs like this, to be someone else’s inspiration.
- To literally not be able to wear my current clothes because they’re way too big.
- So that no matter what angle, or position, my tummy is always flat and it’s physically impossible for me to have more than one chin.
- to be delicate
- to be thinner than my little sister (who is slim/average)
- to be comfortable in my own skin.
- So I can wear tight shirts without love handles.
- So I can wear skinny jeans and not feel fat.
- So I can get my belly button pierced.
- So I can feel comfortable when I’m cuddling with someone.
- so I can wear the clothes I like instead of settling for the ones that fit.
- to feel comfortable when someone touches my tummy, thighs, arms, or back.
- to turn heads because I’m pretty not because I’m fat
- to know that I’m content with my weight and not get on the scale 5+ times a day
- to have smaller boobs
- to have skinny arms
- to have a flat stomach
- to see my hip bones
- to have a defined waist
- to look more like a woman and less like a blob.
- to not have back fat
- to not have chunky thighs
- to not have sausage fingers/toes
- to wear size small clothing
- to look sexy in tight clothing
- So everyone I went to school with gets a shock.
- Instead of wearing big shirts, I want to be able to wear ones that show my stomach
- so I can to see my toes when i look down.
- I want to have a boyfriend or girlfriend and not feel like I’m letting him/her down in any way because I’m bigger. (stupid, I know.)
- I want to wear cute clothes.
- I want to wear a bikini.
- I want to be healthier.
- I want to not wear large sizes all the time.
- I want a gap.
- I want muscle.
- I want to be confident.
- I’m tired of being so lazy and miserable.
message me any more and I’ll add to this list! (: x