December 2011
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Hey guys, how you doin? I haven’t been on in a little while due to all the holiday madness and whatnot.
Stuffs been really bad lately. Antidepressants haven’t made any difference to how I’m feeling, and… I’ve started cutting again. It had been so long and I really thought I was over it, but I’ve cut myself so bad lately, and it’s all I can seem to think...
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sarabina replied to your post: May be triggering.
I am in that exact position right now…
Sorry, sweetie ): <3 Hope you’re okay. xxx
May be triggering.
I cut myself last night. For the first time in 6 months. I carved “Fat” and “Ugly” into one leg, and the other is just cut lots of lines. The worst thing is. It felt, and feels, fucking fantastic. I’m also starving myself again. I feel like the person I was a year ago.
34864) I'm clinically overweight, and have been...
I woke up today, and checked my fb. The first thing in my news feed was some ignorant comment about someone’s suicide and how it was inconsiderate. So I posted this:
‘The one thing I hate most is ignorance. Especially in relation to depression self harm, eating disorders, etc. If you’ve never experienced it, then you underestimate the amount of pain a person can be in. Just...
I wonder what I look like under all this fat.
I didn’t eat much today. I had two slices of a dominoes pizza, which my mum had bought, but I said I wasn’t too hungry and left after only two slices (we were sharing a pizza, so i had about 4 slice there) but you know, I can actually see a difference. I forgot how fast your body reacts to not having food. I love not feeling bloated, it’s lovely.
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I’m not allowed to exercise atm, and I’m not really doing much during the day. I know I said I was over starving myself, but… It seems like the only way I’ll lose weight atm.. If I ate 100 calories a day (2 bits of toast), I could weigh 153 in 5 weeks, according to myfitnesspal…
I just need to see a change.
They won’t let me weigh myself either, I’m...
I just want to feel pretty for once in my life. I want to feel happiness again. To not be so tired when I wake up, just at the thought getting through the day ahead. To feel like I might actually possibly deserve him, and be able to see him without having a panic attack. To stop hating myself so much.
Just for a day? Please?
Reblog if you cut, are suicidal, or a self-harmer....
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Diary of an Anorexic: Dear dumb anon, →
timmyandthelordsoftheunderworld said: i am so sorry that someone thinks your height and/OR weight determines if you have anorexia… its a mental disorder that ruins someone’s relationship with food… not a word for “low body mass index”
onlyyoucansetyoufree…
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